A walk in my shoes...

i am going to an old friend’s drag show tonight… my ex is going to be there. we haven’t seen each other since our last blow up about a month and a half ago. and she recently found out that i’m seeing someone else. and she has flown off the handle. my new better half is completely uncomfortable with me going and the ex being there… but i have to face it sooner rather than later. and i have to prove to myself that there are no feelings left. a good friend will be there as support to me. i don’t have a doubt in my mind that i will be fine… i just don’t want any conflicts. so now i’m worried.