“The sweetest sounds I’ll ever hear are still inside my head. The kindest words I’ll ever know are waiting to be said. The most entrancing sight of all is yet for me to see. And the dearest love in all the world is waiting somewhere for me.”—Cinderella (via quotewhore)
I don’t trust anyone for this very reason… it always… ALWAYS…. gets blown up into my face and I look like the dumb bitch. My stupid ass believed you when you said I was different. I believed you when you said you had ended it. And I believed that you had changed for the better because of me. You screwed this one up, and I really don’t know if I can ever believe you or trust you again. It is going to take a LOT of convincing, and a lot of apologizing, and a WHOLE LOT of begging for me to even THINK about staying around…
So if you really want this, and you really want me… you better buckle up because its going to be one HELL of a ride.
“Success makes so many people hate you. I wish it wasn’t that way. It would be wonderful to enjoy success without seeing envy in the eyes of those around you.”—Marilyn Monroe (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.”—Lao-Tze (via anditslove)
you wanted to ruin my relationship, you did. i hope that you are happy. because for once in my life i was happy, even though it was a sticky situation. but everyone knew i was happy, including you. i talked to you about it so many times. and then you turned your back on us. you were completely vindictive and deceiving. you made this big scene at work and then left to go tell the girlfriend?! and told her to come beat my ass?! if this is how you acted then i don’t think you were ever my friend. ever. i hate you. i never want to see you again, and i really hope that you quit at work. because i can’t even stand the thought of you. it makes me ill just thinking about you. once again… thank you for ruining the one bit of happiness i have had in the last 2 years. you’re a real pal.
I really honestly am shocked that I didn’t even hear from her on my birthday…. 4 years together and known each other for 6years and I still can’t even seem to get a happy birthday? I guess that is all my fault though. Seeing as only 2 days ago she found out I was basically with someone else…and she found out in a not so good way. But she has always been the kind to put differences aside and to be a stronger than person. I’m actually really disappointed, and even a little disheartened, by it. Oh well. </3
And I didn’t hear from the Navy Boy, either. Or Massachusetts. But I guess I broke navy Boy’s heart last year, and I shouldn’t have expected anything from it since he rarely returns emails, and when he does they are cold and short. And Massachusetts has no excuse except for being lazy… I woulda thought he would have remembered.