i am going to an old friend’s drag show tonight… my ex is going to be there. we haven’t seen each other since our last blow up about a month and a half ago. and she recently found out that i’m seeing someone else. and she has flown off the handle. my new better half is completely uncomfortable with me going and the ex being there… but i have to face it sooner rather than later. and i have to prove to myself that there are no feelings left. a good friend will be there as support to me. i don’t have a doubt in my mind that i will be fine… i just don’t want any conflicts. so now i’m worried.
November 2009
75 posts
I think I have become addicted to this thing. I reblog a million pictures and stuff a day. But it is all things that either make me smile, or have specific meaning, or that really make me think about things. Or I just like the pictures. Hahahahahaha.
Either way… I’ve become addicted. I need to stop.
Dashboard Confessional - Stolen
You are the best one, of the best ones
We all look like we feel
Yay!
10 Thing’s You Want For Christmas:
Ed Hardy Perfume : pink bottle, not white.
Diamond stud earrings.
Angels & Demons dvd.
Black leather/Faux leather jacket to match my tan one.
New flat black boots.
Ed Hardy “pin up” sunglasses.
Stereo for my car.
American Eagle perfume.
To adopt an elephant {http://www.worldwildlife.org/ogc/species_SKU.cfm?gid=28&sc=AWY1000WCGP1&searchen=google&gclid=COPf-8PGq54CFYZM5QodlzcMqA}
To see my Uncle Todd and two baby cousins that I haven’t seen in 3 or 4 years because his wife won’t allow it.
9 Musicians/Bands You Love:
Secondhand Serenade <3 <3
Staind.
Trey Songz.
Incubus.
Leann Rimes.
Jessie James.
Dashboard Confessional.
Pleasure P.
And I will always love Britney Spears.
**there are so0o0o0o many more!!**
8 Things You Do Everyday:
Sleep.
I always text at least one person a day, though my texting has drastically been cut back.
Update facebook at least 3 times.
Eat something salty.
Seem to crave chocolate, even though I really don’t like it.
9/10 Go to work.
Tell my kitty how much I love him :)
Emo for a second: I usually think I look awful/fat/hideous at least once a day.
7 Things I Enjoy:
Sleeping!
Putting make up on.
Listening to music.
Going shopping.
Going tanning/getting my nails done.
Driving through the city.
Laughing it up with my friends.
6 Things That Will ALWAYS Win Your Heart:
Singing to me.
A song with a real meaning.
A gift with a thought out meaning.
Elephants.
Babies who smile and laugh constantly.
My incredible family.
5 Favorites:
High heels.
Eyeliner.
Blackberry.
Kissing.
White roses.
4 Smells You Enjoy:
The ocean.
Summer storms.
Roses.
Babies!
3 Places You Want To Go:
New York City.
Italy.
Greece.
2 Holidays You Love:
Christmas!
Halloween.
1 Person You Would Marry On The Spot:
DCM.