A walk in my shoes...

I was over you… for like 108th time… and you come back around apologizing for not even speaking to me after it took everything in me to let you come over and talk. All of my strength not to let you see me cry. And yet here you are with some off the wall explanation… Something that will more than likely reel me back in. Damn it, I was happier hating you! But why in the hell can’t I seem to just let you go, and to tell you to f*ck off?!

My birthday is in 4 days. I have the feeling that this year people are going to forget, and that no one is going to really want to do anything to celebrate it. My friends at work all requested off, but I still have no plans. I don’t know what to since half of my friends are under 21, my boo is under 21, AND oh yeah… the boo’s g/f wants to chill too because “she likes me.” HA… how much fun is THIS birthday going to be. Nooottttt. Someone just get me drunk please.

sister is my best friend, but she really can stop being so involved with her boyfriend and think about how him being here and staying in MY apartment affects me. it would be appreciated.

…hate that you won’t leave her, even though she treats you like shit and physically hurts you… I can love you better.

The End.

(via blogsecret)

…4 years later and you can still break me down with 1 word… and i hate you for it.

blogsecret:

Every time we are together and your face is close to mine I just want to kiss you. I wish you weren’t with her, please know that I care for you more than she does.

…I couldn’t have said it better myself.